~*my fairy tale*~

Thursday, September 13, 2007

我的梦中情人庐山真面目!


My Paper & our new media team had a paintballing session cum interview with JJ Lin. I've liked him ever since I heard his version of 记得 on 933 in my Bankside Room back in 2001. He was just a voice that I liked back then...Was over the moon when I got the chance to meet him. Will help you gals out again any time as long as there's JJ! hee hee...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

supermarket therapy

got off work today for class at 6pm... earliest i've been out of the office since my shin min days...which is about 1.5 years ago...

anyhow, i rushed from work to class so i din get to have dinner. Finished class at about 940pm n was starving so I dropped by PS on my way home. Was planning to get Mac's or KFC cuz I didn't expect the other places to be opened at tt hour. Very surprised & elated to find carrefour still opened for business so I grabbed a basket and went crazy.

It definitely felt like London all over again. After work, tired & hungry and browsing through the shelves for instant gratification. Funnily enough, the stuff I got were about the same as what i used to get. Got sushi & 3 legs of honey chicken wings from the deli, all for the price of 1 cuz they were closing, cranberry & red ruby juice (love red ruby! havent had that for 1.5 years!!!!), cheese cubes, biscuits n soup. Spent nearly an hour walking around.

Midweek is usually bad and esp so this week as I've been starting work at 8am and reaching home at 1am... felt so much better after my supermarket retreat...gosh i hope i'm not turning into an auntie but supermarket therapy sure works! Try it next time if u need some unwinding.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Paintballing with JJ Lin


我的梦中情人:)

Sunday, September 09, 2007

welcome home!


my "favouritest" person is back in my life again :) Back to loads of catching up, shopping, eating, listening 2 mat rockers n nuaing!!!!

welcome home babe...wished i had gone to HK with ya (k u have a pt...it was a gd thing we didn't or else we'll both end up dead broke) n happy belated bdae since u din get my sms!

love ya! MUAKZ!!!! we should get down to planning our weekend beach getaway soon b4 i lose my sanity forever...

sighz i miss my long hair... maybe i really shud go for hair extensions... n no more going to the hairdressers when i'm stressed!

side note: shan't drive anymore if i plan to stay out late... pretty suicidal...was trying so hard to stay awake driving home at 4am on the cte yest ...kept going beyond the speed limit n had to try really hard to avoid kissing mad taxis who keep trying to cut in front of me...

Friday, September 07, 2007

梦中情人

met my 梦中情人 today & had the chance to play paintball with him... heh heh...perks of being a reporter...haha :p

had to try very very hard to behave myself. don't know him on a personal basis although i wished i had the chance to, but from the few times i've interacted with him, he's perfect: christian, funny, sporting, talented but too bad, he'll forever just be someone in my dreams.

pictures later when CTY decides to send them to me...

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Onto other things... saw this blurb on STI earlier on... can't agree more that scholars shouldn't just be from the elite schools... they're many many more talented and farsighted individuals with better leadership skills out there. They also bring different perspectives having experienced a different lifestyle. Glad that in my robotics days back in sec sch, i had the chance to interact with peers from neighbourhood schools. Learnt quite a few lessons about life from them.

Having said that, I don't quite agree with the "guile" part...probably more tactical and drivem but definitely not cunning... even if they are, ppl who are chinese educated are more compassionate and loyal i feel. A look at the SME tow kays, even the scheming crafty ones have a heart.

Spread scholars across schools: Ngiam Tong Dow
PRIMARY school pupils who shine should be spread across a range of secondary schools, rather than the two or three elite institutions usually reserved for scholars.
This would ensure Singapore's brightest are equipped with a wider range of thinking skills to tackle today's complex issues, former top civil servant Ngiam Tong Dow said on Friday.

He suggested, for example, that those educated at Chinese schools here in earlier years, tended to have more 'guile' as a result.

Most education is in English nowadays, but in previous decades, a number of schools taught classes largely in Chinese. That led to a distinction.

Speaking at a Singapore Chinese Chamber of Commerce and Industry (SCCCI) lunch, Mr Ngiam said Chinese-educated Singaporeans generally have more guile and cunning than their English-educated counterparts.

They also tend to be more 'doers' than just 'thinkers', which is an important trait that Singapore's scholar-dominated civil service needs to cultivate, said Mr Ngiam, chairman of Surbana Corp.

He was speaking to 150 attendees at SCCCI's biannual Distinguished Speakers Lecture series at the Ritz-Carlton Millenia hotel.

In his half-hour speech, Mr Ngiam discussed how Singapore can maintain a First World 'state of mind' by being a society with equal access to education and 'driven by passion'.

He also raised the question of whether there was a divide between the English-educated and Chinese-educated in Singapore.

Mr Ngiam, who attended an English medium school, recalled 'a famous speech in the 1960's' made by Mr Lee Kuan Yew, then Prime Minister, now Minister Mentor.

Mr Lee had described English school students 'as gold fish swimming in an ornamental bowl'. In contrast, Chinese-educated students were likened to 'piranhas in the wild'.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Blast from the past...

was googling for something and found my sec sch chinese project by chance.... funky...

Wedding Customs:
http://chinese.sngs.sch.edu.sg/other%20folders/meizai/fengshu/1/COVER.HTML

Singapore Female Authors: http://chinese.sngs.sch.edu.sg/other%20folders/aoyou/bentu234/index.html

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Teletubbies turn 10!!!


(Source: Pink is the new blog)

Teletubbies 天线宝宝 turn 10 today! Gosh... it seems like yesterday when I first watched the hyper repetitive show with a baby face sun in sec sch (again! again! k... i was bored)

Lala, the yellow one's my fav... my brother bought me one for my birthday then. Still have it sitting pretty in my cabinet along with Tinky Winky that we got from mcdonalds.

Despite talks of them being satanic and found with rosary beads in them, nothing devious has happened to me in the last 10 years. Hmm...on second thots, maybe my insomnia n moodiness have something to do with them....

Tinky Winky, Dipsy, Lala, Po!


Teletubbies in Singapore @ Raffles Hotel in August 2007


Awww... so sweet...my fav lala with po!

Monday, September 03, 2007

i don't feel well. something's not right.

perhaps i've been working too hard n too long. i'm totally gutted out.

when i finally have a day to myself, i sit down and start crying.

maybe it's a bad idea to study and work at the same time.

feeling fat and ugly too. i binge when i'm stressed n i've been stuffing too many chocolates down my throat in the last 3 weeks. i no longer fit into my jeans. n my hair is way too short, dry n discoloured.

i hate myself.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

investor sentiments

touched on the topic of investor sentiments in my sunday column today...for the benefit of those who don't buy zaobao i've pasted it below

for those who don't read chinese, in summary (i shud have put this into my column, but the feel will prob be lost in translation...case of babel confusion): the problem with the markets at the moment is ppl's gut feel. If your gut feeling is so great, your gut would be your brain.)

  全球股市近来又坐了一轮过山车,被指扰乱人心的罪魁祸首为美国次优信贷(subprime)以及所延伸出的债务担保凭证(CDO)和信贷紧缩问题。
  环球经济,尤其是本区域经济,依然呈现前所未见的强劲增长,为何在面对隔岸火时那么不堪一击呢?
  如果仔细解剖这次的大地震,上述的只是催化剂,投资者情绪(investor sentiment)才是“真凶”。
  “投资者情绪”的“行凶”手段是操纵投资者的思绪和行为,导致它们在过于乐观或悲观的情况下,采取偏激且非理性行为,使得市场价格处于高估或低估情况。大市好时就蜂拥而上,一有什么风吹草动,就惊慌失措,仓皇逃离。
  每名投资者的投资预期和风险偏好都不同,而反映在投资情绪上也是千差万别。如果投资者自控能力较弱,受市场和环境的影响就会较大,更易产生情绪上的波动,从而直接影响回报。
  投资最主要的情绪是“怕”,只要一看盘,涨也好,跌也好,心里的平衡点马上被打乱。众观近期的股市的大调整,恐慌情绪的蔓延是抛盘涌出的主要原因。
  “怕”主导人的方式是使人追涨杀跌,在跌的时候使人觉得深不可测,涨的时候则觉得就要回调。许多投资者心想落袋为安,所以在涨的时候过早卖出,以致错过后头的好戏。跌的时候,不管是熊市中的下跌,还是牛市中的回调,只要出现流泻,心里就慌,觉得下来肯定是无底的深渊。心一软,好不容易选中的筹码,就这样被抛到海底去了。
  还有新加坡人的“怕”输心态,由于担心落人后,许多投资者到处打听消息,却没有能力分辨市场“噪声”,以致被一堆的市场消息搞得团团转,容易陷入“从众心态”(herd mentality)的陷阱,而搞不好会把传言推波助澜成一种自我应验预言(self-fulfilling prophecy)。
  在科技发达的现时今日,“怕”的威力更难抵抗。随着越来越多人选择自行上网交易,这样一来,思考和反悔的时间减少了。在情绪化的影响下,只要按个按钮,几秒钟之内就可能否定了一个月的投资决定。
  人是情感的动物,要求在进行投资时决情非易事。但要成功,就必需下定决心战胜“怕”这个情绪化操盘的天敌。
  在面对“怕”时,不妨深呼吸,给自己多一点时间冷静思考,再把明确的计划和投资目标化为胆识,加上坚定的意志,心理战术是可以征服市场。

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

random ramblings

work & studies have abducted me for the time being... b back when released...

never felt like coming home so bad while I was in India... but uploading my HK photos makes me wanna return there soon... shopping is never quite the same here... n been drinking too much lately... need to go slow b4 my non-speaking terms liver decides to pack it's bag n leave me for gd...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

HK & Macau 2007

Pix from HK & Macau + Marie's trip back to sg...India pix coming up!

HK & Macau 2007

Thursday, August 02, 2007

每多打一行字,就觉得大脑被挖空一点,现在已经在崩溃的边缘上挣扎了。

身为文字工作者,从未意识到过,写文章是这么痛苦的一个过程,准确地说:思维+表达是个很折磨人的组合。

one day more...

leaving for india in 28 hours time. b4 i leave i need to finish up: 1)my Views from the top for this Sun; 2) my sunday column; 3) my feature story for next Sunday.

pretty apprehensive about this trip after my experience at the embassy n hearing horror stories from frens...oh well... no time to worry just yet, have to stop procrastinating and finish up or i'll be grounded.

i'm out.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

hi from hk

aloha! greetings from hk :)

due to return home 2nite... dun wanna... the longer i stay here the more i'm falling in love with this place...i can totally live n work here... rite shall work harder n try for hk correspondent... tt means brushing up on my pathetic canto.

aside from the fantastic shopping n food as well as having ayl's cosy apt all to myself after maddie n nicole went home from their whirlwind shopping weekend....i love:

- trudging along on the tram even in this unbearable heat...it's fun watching the world pass by
- ppl here r so gd looking...ok mayb tt's not true but they bother to dress up, both gals n guys
- neon lights n flashing bill boards n chamelon buildings
- shops tt open till midnite
- never ending menus tt don't try to be pretentious... the names of the dishes just describe the exact ingredients to u
- trips on star ferries... yes cheap thrill i noe...pun intended
- yummy dessert shops
- the crowds n the hustle n bustle
- u r a train or tram or bus or ferry ride away from a different world
- funky nitelife...the bars n eateries @ LKF r swanky! clarke quay is no where close
- lots of interesting newspapers n magazines
- bargaining / haggling challenge

i could go on n on...just not advisable @ 345am in the morning...

been out to macau too n i must say it's an amazing place with lots of potential. if our IR is anything like Cotai Strip it's gonna b an instant hit. The Venetian looks amazing... due for opening partly in august all the way till 1Q next year.

k i'm out... tchuss

Friday, July 20, 2007

HK

off to HK with maddie on a shopping trip 2moro morning... can't wait... i desperately need a break...been a human typewriter ever since i joined zb... i need uplifting n rejuvenation, esp after being sent hate mails whenever i have a byline article.

& to mr s.t.w. (if u happen to be a reader of my blog): if u don't see my byline, doesn't mean i'm not at work. i'm at work and writing non-byline articles. if u tink i'm so bad, pick out the non-byline articles written by me as well. even when i have bylines, i have other articles as well in the other pages tt r not bylined. criticise all of it if u must target me.

b back wed. ciao.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

India

going to india from 3-10 aug. backpacking with a fren from uni. can't wait. delhi, lek n ladakh.

i need this break.

i hate nit picking readers who can't even get their facts right. stop sending me (ok not me, my bosses) hate mails until u learn how to read properly. i'm trying my best and working my ass off here...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Trust me, I'm a journalist

Was randomly surfing facebook...procrastinating as usual....supposed to be finishing up my article for 2moro...

a fren had this group on her facebook: "Trust me, I'm a journalist" n it came with this pretty apt description:

"For those who barely make the deadlines, always need to be in-the-know, work crazy hours covering hurricanes, have seen their fair share of car accidents and knocked on more than enough doors of criminals and grieving families -- all for a byline or 1:30 of airtime."

kinda sums up wat i do... just tt i haven't covered any major natural disasters b4... car accidents, criminals, grieving families, men in white, alternative voices, pimps, fashionistas, men who live for their rides, motor mouths, mutes, geeks, freaks, nutters... been there, done that. spent half a year spending my mornings at the mortuary... glad tt i got out of it sooner than most.

now i spend my days canoodling with economists, property agents, bankers, analysts and anyone tt has or handle money...prob one of the most painful ting to do...seeing lost opportunities n the rich getting richer n the poor getting poorer...

oh well, i need to scoot...or i'm never gonna make the deadline for 2moro's paper. ciao

Friday, July 13, 2007

i wanna go home... my head is splitting down the middle, my nose is stuck n my whole body is aching all over...2 more articles to go... both long...need to finish them in 2.5 hours...deep deep breath. at least it's sat 2moro... n there's harry potter, mat rockers n the lse ppl to look forward to...

CONCENTRATE!!!!!

情人看表

以下张小娴的散文觉得有意思,和大家分享。
早报这个星期天的《星星月亮太阳》专栏由我负责,谈婚姻的合约与盟约,希望大家能捧场。

情人看表   张小娴

  爱情的盟约必然要跟时间拉上关系。天长地久、一生不变、永远爱你、地老天荒,总之越长久越好,以比对方的寿命更长为佳。所以情话也离不开时间,其中一句动人的情话是:

  「我可以跟你一起而忘记了时间存在。」

  爱情足以令任何人失去时间观念。所以当男人追求你时,你迟到两小时,他仍然说:「你只是迟了一会儿。」

  一天不见,如隔三秋。

  天天见面,仍然觉得时间过得太快。

  谈了七小时电话,仍然不觉得累。

  餐厅关门了,两个人还依依不舍地说:「时间还早呢。」

  本来很忙碌的人,一定可以拿出时间谈恋爱,至于其他事情却没有时间去办。

  恋人唯一需要意识时间存在的时刻,是收到对方所送出的手表。约会的时候,则千万不要看表,除非你们买了门票看电影。

  可是,情变也由意识时间存在开始。假使有一天,你发现对方跟你约会时竟然偷偷看表,甚至频频看表,表示从前的盟约已经变得很遥远了,他跟你一起,却无法忘记时间存在,他无心听你说话,只想快点离开。

  男人看表,比较婉转,他会在台底下偷看。但女人一旦看表,便很决绝,她会在你面前看,表示不耐烦。

Thursday, July 12, 2007

london

i've got 12 days of leave to clear by end aug.
London...should i or should i not? tempting.

just to:
-catch up with friends over a pint
-visit sainsbury's, tesco, M&S supermkt
-eat kebabs, fish n chips with vinegar n salt, fish roe cake, hempstead crepes
-go bricklane for curry, salmon bagels
-visit markets: esp Borough Market, Spitalfields & Petticoat Lane
-watch a midnite movie @ Angel
-have misato & dim sum @ chinatown
-shopping along oxford st, bond st, regent st, covent garden
-grab a coffee & sit by the thames
-read a book @ regent's park or green park
-watch Channel 4, ITV 1 & BBC 2 the whole day
-visit the museums
-return to LSE for cheap sandwiches n pints @ three tuns
-watch musicals, plays & ballets
-visit scotland (i've only been to edinburgh... real loser)
-visit ireland
-take a short european holiday

seems like 12 days aren't enough...