why do most korean shows have tragic plots?

i had a good bawl. i needed it.

耶稣说：“我的女儿，你不要害怕，我自有安排的，保佑你的心灵。奉行我的意旨”。

凡事不要奢望渴求，主自有安排。

耶稣知我心

主耶稣知我心 安慰我 给我生命
赐我平安 赐我喜乐 走过风雨路
祂会明白 祂会了解
除去我的眼泪 给我真实在

摇啊! 摇啊! 风雨吹不倒
牵我 疼我 永远的照顾
祂是我的信心 是我的帮助
坚强我的心灵 耶稣真正好!

Bad Day

Nothing but bad news from the time I woke up today...in fact the dream wasn't too pleasant either...

mum's liver is said to be hardening and needs a CT scan to see if it's cancerous, have to redo some work when i really need the time to study, rushed out for a contact lunch, and back to find that whatever i did in the morning was redundant...

but nothing beats the bad news abt mum... it's the only thing tt has occupied my mind for the entire day... what should i do...

for starters i'll finish my work and resume revision i guess...

the fear of losing someone is so overpowering that the prospects of gaining another can't match up at all...

anything but my books...

havent been here in awhile...

been extremely bz with work this year, there were ups n downs, but I'm thankful that all's good thus far...

once again i'm studying for THE EXAM, and everything else seem much more interesting than my books, even work...yes i'm crazy.

perhaps if i write down a list of tings i'll like to do, i'll be able to get on with studying proper... i'm losing my stamina for cramming...argh.

let's see:
1. wakeboarding
2. play tennis properly
3. life drawing
4. reading
5. go away on holiday
6. watch SATC
7. tidy up my room & desk @ work
8. go shopping
9. gym
10. Visit the Southern Ridges tree top walk

ok so far so good, i'm outta here.