i wanna go home... my head is splitting down the middle, my nose is stuck n my whole body is aching all over...2 more articles to go... both long...need to finish them in 2.5 hours...deep deep breath. at least it's sat 2moro... n there's harry potter, mat rockers n the lse ppl to look forward to...
CONCENTRATE!!!!!
Friday, July 13, 2007
情人看表
以下张小娴的散文觉得有意思，和大家分享。
早报这个星期天的《星星月亮太阳》专栏由我负责，谈婚姻的合约与盟约，希望大家能捧场。
情人看表 张小娴
爱情的盟约必然要跟时间拉上关系。天长地久、一生不变、永远爱你、地老天荒，总之越长久越好，以比对方的寿命更长为佳。所以情话也离不开时间，其中一句动人的情话是：
「我可以跟你一起而忘记了时间存在。」
爱情足以令任何人失去时间观念。所以当男人追求你时，你迟到两小时，他仍然说：「你只是迟了一会儿。」
一天不见，如隔三秋。
天天见面，仍然觉得时间过得太快。
谈了七小时电话，仍然不觉得累。
餐厅关门了，两个人还依依不舍地说：「时间还早呢。」
本来很忙碌的人，一定可以拿出时间谈恋爱，至于其他事情却没有时间去办。
恋人唯一需要意识时间存在的时刻，是收到对方所送出的手表。约会的时候，则千万不要看表，除非你们买了门票看电影。
可是，情变也由意识时间存在开始。假使有一天，你发现对方跟你约会时竟然偷偷看表，甚至频频看表，表示从前的盟约已经变得很遥远了，他跟你一起，却无法忘记时间存在，他无心听你说话，只想快点离开。
男人看表，比较婉转，他会在台底下偷看。但女人一旦看表，便很决绝，她会在你面前看，表示不耐烦。
早报这个星期天的《星星月亮太阳》专栏由我负责，谈婚姻的合约与盟约，希望大家能捧场。
情人看表 张小娴
爱情的盟约必然要跟时间拉上关系。天长地久、一生不变、永远爱你、地老天荒，总之越长久越好，以比对方的寿命更长为佳。所以情话也离不开时间，其中一句动人的情话是：
「我可以跟你一起而忘记了时间存在。」
爱情足以令任何人失去时间观念。所以当男人追求你时，你迟到两小时，他仍然说：「你只是迟了一会儿。」
一天不见，如隔三秋。
天天见面，仍然觉得时间过得太快。
谈了七小时电话，仍然不觉得累。
餐厅关门了，两个人还依依不舍地说：「时间还早呢。」
本来很忙碌的人，一定可以拿出时间谈恋爱，至于其他事情却没有时间去办。
恋人唯一需要意识时间存在的时刻，是收到对方所送出的手表。约会的时候，则千万不要看表，除非你们买了门票看电影。
可是，情变也由意识时间存在开始。假使有一天，你发现对方跟你约会时竟然偷偷看表，甚至频频看表，表示从前的盟约已经变得很遥远了，他跟你一起，却无法忘记时间存在，他无心听你说话，只想快点离开。
男人看表，比较婉转，他会在台底下偷看。但女人一旦看表，便很决绝，她会在你面前看，表示不耐烦。
Thursday, July 12, 2007
london
i've got 12 days of leave to clear by end aug.
London...should i or should i not? tempting.
just to:
-catch up with friends over a pint
-visit sainsbury's, tesco, M&S supermkt
-eat kebabs, fish n chips with vinegar n salt, fish roe cake, hempstead crepes
-go bricklane for curry, salmon bagels
-visit markets: esp Borough Market, Spitalfields & Petticoat Lane
-watch a midnite movie @ Angel
-have misato & dim sum @ chinatown
-shopping along oxford st, bond st, regent st, covent garden
-grab a coffee & sit by the thames
-read a book @ regent's park or green park
-watch Channel 4, ITV 1 & BBC 2 the whole day
-visit the museums
-return to LSE for cheap sandwiches n pints @ three tuns
-watch musicals, plays & ballets
-visit scotland (i've only been to edinburgh... real loser)
-visit ireland
-take a short european holiday
seems like 12 days aren't enough...
London...should i or should i not? tempting.
just to:
-catch up with friends over a pint
-visit sainsbury's, tesco, M&S supermkt
-eat kebabs, fish n chips with vinegar n salt, fish roe cake, hempstead crepes
-go bricklane for curry, salmon bagels
-visit markets: esp Borough Market, Spitalfields & Petticoat Lane
-watch a midnite movie @ Angel
-have misato & dim sum @ chinatown
-shopping along oxford st, bond st, regent st, covent garden
-grab a coffee & sit by the thames
-read a book @ regent's park or green park
-watch Channel 4, ITV 1 & BBC 2 the whole day
-visit the museums
-return to LSE for cheap sandwiches n pints @ three tuns
-watch musicals, plays & ballets
-visit scotland (i've only been to edinburgh... real loser)
-visit ireland
-take a short european holiday
seems like 12 days aren't enough...
My Visual DNA
I've done this b4 some time back...but things seem to have changed within a couple of months... tink I was something else den....doesn't matter... in the name of fun n bo liaoness... more of procrastination from finishing my work n going home n get the rest i need to recover from flu. bleargh
http://friends.imagini.net/@776161-fe96
http://friends.imagini.net/@776161-fe96
the calm b4 the storm?
uXa has been pretty quiet in the last couple of days...no press releases n no news...not tt i'm complaining cuz i'm swamped with collective sales from the private sector...
it's a little worrying...or am i worrying too much...prob the case...
it's a little worrying...or am i worrying too much...prob the case...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
男人会敬重一个他永远无法征服的女人?
最近失眠问题越来越严重，数绵羊、喝温奶、看电视、听催眠曲等都没有见效。为了不浪费时间尝试睡觉，我开始看一些短篇小说。
昨晚翻了张小娴的《禁果之味》散文集，里头其中一篇散文，给我的感觉是人真的很犯贱。不受伤害就不懂得珍惜和争取，受伤了则不希望别人好过，而为了保护自己不受伤去伤害人。己所不欲，勿施于人的精神到底去了哪里呢？真的要做坏女人才能找到好男人吗？
你是我胸口永远的痛 张小娴
对一个女人来说，如果她从来没有遇过一个伤害她至深的男人，她便不会珍惜一个爱她的男人，也不会明白爱情。
一个令你伤痛的男人，在当时来说也许令你生不如死，但在你整个生命中，他不过是一个令你成长的考验，这个考验早来好过迟来。早来的话，女人可以找一个为她抚平创伤的男人，迟来的话，女人能够找到这样一个男人的机会自然减少。
因为曾经被伤害，被背叛，被离弃，女人遇到好男人时，会好好珍惜，且会更懂得去爱别人。一个爱她的男人能够令她逐渐忘记那个令她受伤的男人。即使他回来，她也不会回到他身边。她会明白，那个男人如果能够那样伤害她，他并不是真正爱她，即使有爱，也爱得太少。她当时肝肠寸断，也不是因为爱他，而是突然被自己信任的人出卖，无法接受。
男人不同，男人天生犯贱。如果曾经有一个女人令他受伤至深，即使已经是很久以前的事，而他也有一个对他很好的女人，他是依然无法忘记那个伤害过他的女人。
女人以为遇上坏男人是无可避免的事，男人却没有想过他竟然会败在一个坏女人手上。她是他胸口永远的痛，是他永远的心灵缺憾。如果有机会，他仍然会再次追求她，再次把她追到手，证明他是最终胜利者，没有人可以抛弃他。
女人因此明白，要留住一个男人，不是寸步不离，而是忽冷忽热。要得到一个男人的心，不是全心全意爱他，而是尽情伤害他，成为他胸口永远的痛。
男人会敬重一个他永远无法征服的女人。
昨晚翻了张小娴的《禁果之味》散文集，里头其中一篇散文，给我的感觉是人真的很犯贱。不受伤害就不懂得珍惜和争取，受伤了则不希望别人好过，而为了保护自己不受伤去伤害人。己所不欲，勿施于人的精神到底去了哪里呢？真的要做坏女人才能找到好男人吗？
你是我胸口永远的痛 张小娴
对一个女人来说，如果她从来没有遇过一个伤害她至深的男人，她便不会珍惜一个爱她的男人，也不会明白爱情。
一个令你伤痛的男人，在当时来说也许令你生不如死，但在你整个生命中，他不过是一个令你成长的考验，这个考验早来好过迟来。早来的话，女人可以找一个为她抚平创伤的男人，迟来的话，女人能够找到这样一个男人的机会自然减少。
因为曾经被伤害，被背叛，被离弃，女人遇到好男人时，会好好珍惜，且会更懂得去爱别人。一个爱她的男人能够令她逐渐忘记那个令她受伤的男人。即使他回来，她也不会回到他身边。她会明白，那个男人如果能够那样伤害她，他并不是真正爱她，即使有爱，也爱得太少。她当时肝肠寸断，也不是因为爱他，而是突然被自己信任的人出卖，无法接受。
男人不同，男人天生犯贱。如果曾经有一个女人令他受伤至深，即使已经是很久以前的事，而他也有一个对他很好的女人，他是依然无法忘记那个伤害过他的女人。
女人以为遇上坏男人是无可避免的事，男人却没有想过他竟然会败在一个坏女人手上。她是他胸口永远的痛，是他永远的心灵缺憾。如果有机会，他仍然会再次追求她，再次把她追到手，证明他是最终胜利者，没有人可以抛弃他。
女人因此明白，要留住一个男人，不是寸步不离，而是忽冷忽热。要得到一个男人的心，不是全心全意爱他，而是尽情伤害他，成为他胸口永远的痛。
男人会敬重一个他永远无法征服的女人。
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
After much elbowing from Marie & Xi, I've decided to sign up for facebook after trying very hard to go to sleep for the last 3 hours...
Never had friendster, facebook or myspace... so let's see how this goes...it's definitely not doing any good for my severe sleep deprivation n complexion...
Never had friendster, facebook or myspace... so let's see how this goes...it's definitely not doing any good for my severe sleep deprivation n complexion...
1 day down... 4 more to go
even without the harassment by a certain govt agency, i still feel ultra shitty ...perhaps it's the nagging feeling @ the back of my head tt the peace won't last long... n i'm still bombarded with loads of tenders & releases up down left right center, or perhaps, i worry and bother too much...
4 more days.... deep deep breaths...at least there's Harry Potter, Rach & matt rockers to look forward to this weekend...
HT pls come back soon & in one piece...
4 more days.... deep deep breaths...at least there's Harry Potter, Rach & matt rockers to look forward to this weekend...
HT pls come back soon & in one piece...
Sunday, July 08, 2007
to do list
happy happy weekend :) :) :)
FRI: NO releases from URA...thank God. Got off on time too for the very first time. Dim Sum Dollies was fantastic! wonder how they managed to get past the censorship board... we saw jonathan leong on our way out... had dinner @ Thai Express & cab uncle was super duper funny...found out tt rach's boss went to all the same schs as me except jc... rosyth, st nix & lse. how cool is tt?
SAT: had the car for the day n it made my life so much ezier. went for the lumos launch in the morning, drove down to joo chiat to meet colleagues n ex colleagues for lunch... had lots to eat & loads of fun toking rubbish...dropped colleagues off along the way... went to S's place n coached chinese in return for cfa coaching. went back to office to work for a bit. picked J up n we had a fab girly evening @ Dempsey Rd... went to PS Cafe for dinner...sitting out in the open, listening to the chicadas n eating really sinful stuff can be quite therapeutic...den we walked ard the place & had Cherry Garcia icecream at B&J...yummy...havent had it for so long...i remember having B&J in the dead of winter with maddie & marie at Leicester Square cuz we were freezing...(yi du gong du..it works i tell u!)
SUN: met up with kkn-2 finally...it's been months since we last met...my bestest buddies from jc...i miss u all...xi getting prettier by the day, wows more stylo mylo (ok lah n more shuai ok :) ) n winston...let's hope u can marry qingmin on 9/9/9 so tt chuan will have no excuse of not coming back to sg on OUR DAY! book cafe is pretty cool...cosy place to catch up over juice/coffee on a lazy sunday afternoon... the apple pie rocks...walked to central after tt n had fun checking out the food places in the basement...i wanted my pastries from Provence & Winston wanted his cheesy curry chicken from British Takeaways...
chuan, come back soon so we can do the holiday ting tt we originally planned for this year... it'll be fun...or we could do sentosa & the ghim moh trail again too...i wanna do wakeboarding again soon!!!!
on the subject of doing things....hopefully i'll be able to do the following soon:
1. go on holiday, preferably a beach one or just the beach.
2. go back to london
3. go wakeboarding
4. sleep more
5. read/study
6. meet frens tt i havent seen in a long long time
7. go to the gym (my knee injury has forbidden me to go jogging...growing really fat n becoming restless & depressed...)
8. tidy up my room
mum's back from china today... happy... i missed her. although i've been a latchkey kid but i've become really sticky to my mum ever since i returned from the uk...
rite i need to go sleep... next 5 days will b tough... i will survive.
ura, keep away from me if u can.... u have released enough sites in the last month. stock check time.
FRI: NO releases from URA...thank God. Got off on time too for the very first time. Dim Sum Dollies was fantastic! wonder how they managed to get past the censorship board... we saw jonathan leong on our way out... had dinner @ Thai Express & cab uncle was super duper funny...found out tt rach's boss went to all the same schs as me except jc... rosyth, st nix & lse. how cool is tt?
SAT: had the car for the day n it made my life so much ezier. went for the lumos launch in the morning, drove down to joo chiat to meet colleagues n ex colleagues for lunch... had lots to eat & loads of fun toking rubbish...dropped colleagues off along the way... went to S's place n coached chinese in return for cfa coaching. went back to office to work for a bit. picked J up n we had a fab girly evening @ Dempsey Rd... went to PS Cafe for dinner...sitting out in the open, listening to the chicadas n eating really sinful stuff can be quite therapeutic...den we walked ard the place & had Cherry Garcia icecream at B&J...yummy...havent had it for so long...i remember having B&J in the dead of winter with maddie & marie at Leicester Square cuz we were freezing...(yi du gong du..it works i tell u!)
SUN: met up with kkn-2 finally...it's been months since we last met...my bestest buddies from jc...i miss u all...xi getting prettier by the day, wows more stylo mylo (ok lah n more shuai ok :) ) n winston...let's hope u can marry qingmin on 9/9/9 so tt chuan will have no excuse of not coming back to sg on OUR DAY! book cafe is pretty cool...cosy place to catch up over juice/coffee on a lazy sunday afternoon... the apple pie rocks...walked to central after tt n had fun checking out the food places in the basement...i wanted my pastries from Provence & Winston wanted his cheesy curry chicken from British Takeaways...
chuan, come back soon so we can do the holiday ting tt we originally planned for this year... it'll be fun...or we could do sentosa & the ghim moh trail again too...i wanna do wakeboarding again soon!!!!
on the subject of doing things....hopefully i'll be able to do the following soon:
1. go on holiday, preferably a beach one or just the beach.
2. go back to london
3. go wakeboarding
4. sleep more
5. read/study
6. meet frens tt i havent seen in a long long time
7. go to the gym (my knee injury has forbidden me to go jogging...growing really fat n becoming restless & depressed...)
8. tidy up my room
mum's back from china today... happy... i missed her. although i've been a latchkey kid but i've become really sticky to my mum ever since i returned from the uk...
rite i need to go sleep... next 5 days will b tough... i will survive.
ura, keep away from me if u can.... u have released enough sites in the last month. stock check time.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)