~*my fairy tale*~

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

things tt keep me awake at night

1.overactive brain from overworking in the day
2.the dark
3.memories of grandma & missing her
4.the guilt of not being by her bedside when she died and when she was laid to rest in the coffin
5.fear of not being able to finish studying
6.fear of not waking up in time and not at all
7.work and the thought of it

i can't keep staring at my ceiling or into space till the wee hours of the morning. i need sleeping pills.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Psychological test

Wows sent me this really creepy website yesterday... i must say it's about 90% accurate for me. Freaky tt an online test can read me like a book...brrr....

Give it a try: http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

What it said about me:

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions are really beyond your capabilities. This has resulted in experiencing considerable anxiety and stress. You are looking for confirmation from your nearest and dearest that you have the ability and strength to fulfil all of your needs and to be completely self-sufficient.When matters don't go right for you - you tend to become inhibited and blame others for your inadequacy. You feel that there must be a way out from all the trials and tribulations that you have been experiencing of late and you are right - there is a solution - so don't give in, keep searching.